A Spiritual Experience

By Christopher Okiishi

November 19, 1999

JMW: Hello, and welcome to cable access channel 33. This is Karma Korner, and I am, at this time, your host, Jean-Manuel "Cries with Rainbows" Woo. I'm so pleased that you could all be here today, and please, feel, free, to be as you are, or as you will be, or as you someday hope to be, and know that, for isn't that what it's all about really, just being and discovering layers of being-ness. Yes. Yes. Yes. (Inhale, exhale, smile.) You have questions, I can tell. You, there. Open your mouth, as you can, and share. Or don't. Whatever.

#1—Yes. Thank you. I'm so enjoying these sessions. I'm starting to feel a real peace. But I have trouble when you're off the air. I can't seem to keep that sensation with me.

JMW: Yes. Yes. Well, it's all about timing, really. That opening. That discovering the inner and the outer sense of being. Yes. You must come in more and out less so that what may be may be released, maybe. Do you see? In more, out less. Really, it's the only way. Another question?

#2—Thank you. I sometimes feel a block, like I'm almost there, but not quite. Does that even happen to you?

JMW: Yes. Yes. Well, no. Not really. Because there is no there, just more of here really. All you have, all you need is…somewhere. And the more you find the more you have to let go, really. Yes. Yes. It's like I tell people. It's pudding. You must make the pudding. Not just a bread pudding, but a bread and blood pudding, a sacramental pudding, so that when people come to your home they may smell and say---Sniff, pudding's in the oven! Sniff, Christmas is coming! Sniff, I breathe in happiness and I breathe out despair, because that's what it's all about, right? Finding that higher feeling of emotion, that relaxation of the karmic sphincter, that vomiting of the higher bile. Yes. Yes. Is there another question?

#3—Yes. I fell lost at times, like I have no purpose, like people reject me before I can even explain who I am, that everything I do is wrong and misunderstood. I feel so empty and vacant. What can I do?

JMW—Yes. Well, there is a long answer and a short answer to your question. There is. (pause) Next question, please?

#4---What is the best treatment for intractable seizure disorder?

JMW—I would recommend 400mg of oral carbamazipine on a BID schedule gradually triturated up to a blood level of 10.0.

#4—Thank you.

JMW—You're welcome. Yes. Yes. Well, I can see that the dezines of the temporal plane, are informing me that our time is at a close. So, I will have to physically leave you, for now, until next time. But what is time, really? Because that's what it's all about. Pushing, understanding, chewing, spiting, swallowing. When you find the answer it defines the question. Yes. Yes. And that's what it's all about, isn't it?

"A Spiritual Experience" debuted November 19, 1999, performed by Chris Okiishi, Aaron Galbraith, Chris Stangl, Adam Hahn, and Jeremy Ping.

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